daughter, sister, mother, wife?

I want nothing more in this world than to bring in and raise lots of strong, smart, beautiful babies. But I don’t think I could ever get married. Been my thoughts and feelings for 18 years, and no one can talk to me or tell me about it. Trust me, I know exactly what I’d be in for. And I’m more than happy with that.

As much as I know I can be an absolutely incredible wife to some lucky man one day, who’s to say that’s even what I want? I don’t want a bad husband, or a bad father for my children.

And I know I would make a damn wonderful mother! “You don’t have to be perfect to be a perfect parent.” And honestly, I cannot wait to have babies one day. But I know how to raise my babies right whether or not their father is in their life (for everyone’s sake, I sure hope they can have a good father.) But regardless, I do not have to be with that man for us to both be great people and even better parents to that child.

I want my children to see the beauty in the world that I see. And I know no other person can see what I see, and even if they could, no one has the strength to put with someone like me. And I’m just fine with that. :) You don’t have to be tied down to someone to be committed. You don’t have to be committed to love. You don’t have to love to respect.